herding cats

I fell like I am herding cats. cats that have there own lives . cat that love you and tell you they care untill they dont need you. I put out the cat food I give them water I pervide a safe home and what do thet pay me. they pay me in rats in kittens and pers . they pay in poop a stains and horrid smells like doom. they pay me in hater they pay me I blood. they pay me in raw knows what but I can never find. them. i FEEL LIKE i'M HERDING CATS i FELL IKE THEY DONT CARE . i FELL LIKE THEY DON'T CARE. feel like I don't like them but I know that's not far.